tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38027050148441375522012-02-16T11:58:40.954-08:00carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.comBlogger141100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-58164905599758145742009-01-08T01:25:00.000-08:002009-01-08T01:31:49.366-08:00bakit nga ba ang mga taong mahahalaga sayo e binabalewala ka lang?<div><br /></div><div>di kasi nila alam ang ibig sabihin siguro ng "kaibigan". </div><div>akala ko nagkaroon na ako ng mga taong maituturing mo na kaibigan, yun pala wala rin. </div><div><br /></div><div>buti pa sya na iniisip ng nanay ko ng masamang impluwensiya ay never akong iniwan. never akong pinabayaan.</div><div><br /></div><div>Nanay ko.. na ang ginagawa ay hulihin ako. e hello.. mahuhuli nya ba ako.. </div><div>sana maintidihan naman nya ako. ganto na talaga ako. wala na akong magagawa.</div><div>punong puno na ng problema.. sasabog na ako.. bat ganto.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-5816490559975814574?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-21168587067603001382008-10-07T02:26:00.000-07:002008-10-07T02:35:29.631-07:00its been a year and two since i last wrote a blog..<br /><br />there are a lot of changes in my life...<br />- been to a car dealer company for 6 months<br />- i've been a bum for about a month<br />- and became a culinary student for about 10 months already<br /><br />whew.. now that i am half way with my diploma course, i know that i learned a lot! not only cooking but also values in my life.....<br /><br />i learned how to act mature on situations.. (but sometimes i still backfight for the reason of not enjoying what they are usually saying.. hahaha)<br /><br />i learned to liove and learn to be true..<br /><br />i learned how to cook! hehe ofcourse!<br /><br />and many more... i wish i could be a good chef someday... to fulfill my dreams.. to go to singapore and have my own life.. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-2116858706760300138?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-62038439982399093612007-08-13T20:06:00.000-07:002007-08-13T20:47:45.117-07:00it is when you say i should think about everything... that's when i feel the pain... pain that kills me inside...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-6203843998239909361?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-42775086546140788862007-08-08T05:04:00.000-07:002007-08-08T05:08:00.635-07:00its when everytime i read her blogs.. i feel sad... it reminds me of everything.. on how she turned me down when said i fell for her.. damn.. so hard to forget...<br /><br />kelan ko pa makakalimutan ang lahat... kelan pa mwawala yung sakit.. anung kelangan kong gawin...<br /><br />i love u so much...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-4277508654614078886?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-18935262558392379252007-07-31T04:55:00.000-07:002007-07-31T05:01:05.666-07:00i just don't get it.. di ko naman kasalanan ang nangyari sa kanya dahil desisyon nya yon.. bakit ang friendship ang mawawala.. napakawalang kwentang kaibigan.. wala talagang kwenta... ni hindi ko nga sya dapat tinuturing na kaibigan eh.. loser sya losr.. napaka loser! grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!! wait til mkarma ka..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-1893526255839237925?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-3074976198016383002007-07-02T04:25:00.000-07:002007-07-02T04:31:03.887-07:00it was my first day at work... got some orientation with the products of the company... whoah! i got some headache memorizing the kind of ntbk, the type of gel pen, different kinds of ballpens, types of glue and different kind of correction tapes!!!! oh my god..... daming klase.. at kelangan alam ko lahat....<br /><br />hmmmmm......... worst thing?? yung pinaka ayaw ko.. magtimpla ng chaa!!! kape.... anu ba... katulong? put*ng i*a.. hahahaha oh well its part of it... tyaga lang baka next yr manager na ako.. hehehehe<br /><br />hindi naman ako gaano tinuruan.. haay naku naman kasi yung papalitan ko.. ang gulo nya heheehehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-307497619801638300?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-77492894264716030012007-06-05T02:06:00.000-07:002007-06-05T02:25:43.954-07:00whew... i kept on thinkin where will i work.. i need to go to makati to pass my resume.. hmmmmm.... and what... ill have tons of interview and will be offered to have a salary of 10 thou?! what the heck! my allowance when i was in college is a lot bigger then that salary!<br /><br />hmmm.... i need backups.. alot of sidelines.. hehehe<br /><br />i miss ponks badly... that makes me go crazy.. haaay... i wanna see her.. but when....?<br /><br />need to find work first.. tsk... its for us... we need money for our future.. :D *wink*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-7749289426471603001?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-4932018022271192022007-06-03T21:26:00.000-07:002007-06-03T21:30:08.009-07:00waaaah.... ang hirap maging bum... im stuck.. wala akong magawa... broke... i need to go to makati to find a job.. potah ang hirap ng ganto.. promise maghahanap na ako.. hehehe<br /><br />hmmmmmmmm.... im happy.. mas nagiging strong yung relationship namin.. mas minamahal namin ang isat isa.. at we're taking good care of each other... masaya... kasi anjan sya.. never ka nya iiwan.. malungkot kasi di ko magawang puntahan lagi.. broke nga kasi.. hehehehe<br /><br />i miss her so much.. i love her... soooo muuuucccchhh!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-493201802227119202?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-34496946079833381052007-04-25T13:16:00.000-07:002007-04-25T13:23:57.230-07:00its hurting me so bad.... she'll give up soon... n i dont know wat to do... ang sakit sakit... wag naman nya sana ko iwan.. mas lalo ako nahihirapan.. haaaay... natatakot akong mawala sya... anung gagawin ko..... tang*na....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-3449694607983338105?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-9119400789782614492007-04-10T23:29:00.000-07:002007-04-10T23:36:53.748-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hlIt5jdv5Rw/RhyB-afbWsI/AAAAAAAAAAs/IvLLTndDsH4/s1600-h/DSC00209.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5052055791265864386" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hlIt5jdv5Rw/RhyB-afbWsI/AAAAAAAAAAs/IvLLTndDsH4/s200/DSC00209.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hlIt5jdv5Rw/RhyBbafbWrI/AAAAAAAAAAk/ONHjwypVgKo/s1600-h/DSC00001.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5052055189970442930" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hlIt5jdv5Rw/RhyBbafbWrI/AAAAAAAAAAk/ONHjwypVgKo/s200/DSC00001.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div>i had fun going to sea world to celebrate my bday.. to think that im with my cousins and we really went to all the rides in that themepark..... but the thing is...</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>there's something i miss so much.. something that made my bday so sad... its because i did not celebrate it with my baby.. haaay... im so saaaad.. </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>its been quite a while since the last time we saw each other.. i miss her so much... it kills me... haaaay.....</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>well, hope i can talk to her today.. i wanna talk to her.. as in...</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>we had dnne</div></div>r at 8 pm to celebrate my bday.. wow.. its just an ordinary day.. i didnt expect to have a cake... wow... its my first time to have a cake... sa isang ordinaryong araw lang... 21 lang naman.. hehehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-911940078978261449?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-74590421887472341712007-04-06T08:49:00.000-07:002007-04-06T08:53:37.063-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hlIt5jdv5Rw/RhZsM8B4-RI/AAAAAAAAAAc/Hnaq0tdooGo/s1600-h/ayan.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5050343001670875410" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hlIt5jdv5Rw/RhZsM8B4-RI/AAAAAAAAAAc/Hnaq0tdooGo/s200/ayan.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>yes.. im now here in california... gonna visit a lot of relatives here... damn... need to adjust with the time... pero ayoko.... time pa din sa pinas... pero kahit ano kaya ko... 3 hrs lang naman lagi ang tulog ko eh.. :D</div><div> </div><div>well, ang lamig as usual... grabeh nkashorts pa ako matulog,... brave soul.. ayan nilamig tuloy paggising hahaaha</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-7459042188747234171?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-22324220765546539872007-04-04T08:59:00.000-07:002007-04-04T09:12:20.401-07:00omg... ill be leaving tom... pupunta na ako ng states.. syet.. gonna miss alot of people here... but im so excited to see all of my cousins in the states.. yes.. gonna speak in english all day long..<br /><br />mammiss ko lahat ng taong mahal ko... pero ill find a way to contact them everyday.. if possible.. hehehe... :D blog.. ikaw ang tutulong sakin para ikwento ang lahat ng pupuntahan ko kaya humanda ka.. hehehe.. corny ko na tsk... hehehehe..<br /><br />naku malapit na ang bday ko.. 21 na ako syet talaga o... tapos di pa ako nkaroaming ng bday ko.. leche tlga<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-2232422076554653987?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-84290681596763587472007-03-31T22:01:00.000-07:002007-03-31T23:04:40.366-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hlIt5jdv5Rw/Rg9JybSJl6I/AAAAAAAAAAU/f1cP9JqKPzg/s1600-h/DSC00022.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hlIt5jdv5Rw/Rg9JybSJl6I/AAAAAAAAAAU/f1cP9JqKPzg/s200/DSC00022.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5048334837971785634" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hlIt5jdv5Rw/Rg9GObSJl5I/AAAAAAAAAAM/7lSBVKshibc/s1600-h/DSC00023.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hlIt5jdv5Rw/Rg9GObSJl5I/AAAAAAAAAAM/7lSBVKshibc/s200/DSC00023.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5048330920961611666" border="0" /></a>last night, i went to mai's place for her grad party.. it was so fun kasi miss ko na si babs at mai.. at sila ang kasama ko.. hehehe.. though puro olga peeps ang nandun, naging ok naman kasi never ako iniwan ni mai at babs.. thanks to lovely din at may kausap ako.. hehehe..<br /><br />nalasing si mai.. english mode is on!! yikes.. nakakatawa.. ang saya talaga... pero nkakasad kasi di kasama si jay.. tsk...<br /><br />waaah mammiss ko ang pagiging estudyante.. im gonna start fixing my life na.. hehehe.. got alot of opportunities... need to grab the best hehe...<br /><br />sana estudyante pa din ako.. hehehe.. sana bakasyon pa din.. pero di na... start na ng real life.. real world.. wla ng allowance.. wla ng hihingan ng pera pag kelangan. wala ng kick back.. hehehe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-8429068159676358747?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802705014844137552.post-15543080595389321512007-03-30T09:13:00.000-07:002007-03-30T09:34:12.803-07:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;">it's my first time to make a blog here.. hehehe... thanks to jay.. she made this blog for me.. :D i got amazed on how jay do her blogs... i always read her blog kasi eh.. from the first time na nakilala ko sya and i saw sa friendster yung url ng blog nya, lagi ko na tinitignan yung sa kanya.. hehehe....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#3333ff;"><strong>ponks.. i miss u!!! i miss ning2 also.. and ate pj.. and ofcourse si ate joy.. inggit ako sa inyo... love u all.. :D</strong></span> <span style="color:#3333ff;">pewo syempre kaw pnakalove ko! :D</span><br /><br />hmmmm...... mukhang maadik ako gumawa neto.. i think ill be doing this everyday.. it will help me.. i think.. hahahaha.. coolness..<br /><br />hmmm.. i was cleaning my room and then i saw a paper with this note....<br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;">When we fail in our relationships, we ask ourselves what went wrong. Sometimes love just naturally fades away and this happens to people who are not meant for each other. i know it is difficult to comprehend why relationships suddenly take unexpected turns. But such things happens. People we treasure go away for a reason. Sometimes we have to stop asking and just accept it.. we should stop being <strong>bitter</strong> just be thankful for once we have loved and shared our life with the person and made beautiful memories together. The acceptance will give us the courage to move on makes us realize that when god takes away something from us, he doesnt do it to hurt us. He takes it away because he want us to have something better....</span></em><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">nice noh? its true.. when god takes away the one we love, he always replace it with a better person. now, GOD blessed me so much with a wonderful person. im so much contented with her... i hope she'll stay with me forever... i love her so much!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3802705014844137552-1554308059538932151?l=clynliz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>carlynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09048525238282635627noreply@blogger.com2